is it me or are there two main types of crushes out there?

there’s the mild, nice kind where you see someone and find them really really cute to your own surprise. seeing them out there living life just makes you weirdly happy, and you get a little flustered talking to them, and everything is just chill and sometimes pretty fun.

and then there are other people where they laugh or hug you or something and you’re just like

oh nO

OH NOOOOOOO

and then before you know it you’re ugly crying as you make Spotify playlists

honestly, I'm going through both of these with two different people and I’m just a wreck 😂

I made a happy little sigh after we kissed each other goodnight, and lay in our bed together.

"What was that...?" He asked into the darkness.

"Oh... I just sighed." I said smiling even though he couldn't see.

"... Why?"

"Uh... it's cheesy."

"Hun, 40% of what you say is cheesy."

"Well damn! See if I say anything to you again!" (I was kidding of course, and I said it in a joking tone.)

"Huuuun, haven't you seen our fridge? I love cheese." 

Then he rolled over, pulled me close, and made me tell him all about how he had made me do a happy little sigh.

i am afraid i will spend my entire life trying not to miss you.

So I pulled off your shoes, tucked you in, brought you up a glass of water and Advil then set your alarm. I kissed your cheek and whispered goodbye because I love you too much to be just another notch in your belt.

Dear Letter-Writers,

I've written so many, from so long ago, years, even. In 2012 I was dead in love for someone I don't even know now. A year later, I was washed away by the most pure love anyone could know.

I write this letter, looking at the glimmering little stone on my finger, thinking about cakes and dresses and planning for all the joy that is only 5 months away now. 5 months. 5 months.

He's home. I have to go. This could be my last letter. I found him. I found him.

We're together and there is a whole life ahead of me and suddenly I can't believe I cared so much for someone when I was 15. I can't believe cried over the one who didn't care to have me. I can't believe I wasted a first kiss on someone who tossed me away.

Real love stories are found, not created. Stop searching and it will come.

I found him I found him I found him


-asf

roses are red

chocolate is great

i like a girl

i hope she’s not straight


She's a trauma resident (doctor) at a hospital, and I recently texted her asking how she got into that specialty.

She then responded "I love me some blood and guts! Mom always said I was either going to be a murderer or a doctor...and I like to think I chose the right route. All jokes aside, I really love being the person there for them in their worst moments. I find it makes me more humane."

She's such a witty, beautiful person. I can't even comprehend it most days.

We had our third date yesterday. We haven't kissed yet. He spent the night. I felt warm and protected. Guys... I think he's the one. I don't know what it is about him, it's unexplainable. I think he's it. ~My Sun, Your Stars

I ran into the grass by the library and kicked up a pile of leaves. Without a single question he followed me and joined me — and then because I am a violent individual, I scooped up a pile of leaves and threw them at him. He grinned and threw a heap back at me. I turned away, but then felt a touch on my hair.

"You have leaves in your hair," he said, and I stood still while he picked them all out.

"How dare you mess my hair up," I teased, as we went back on the sidewalk. I couldn't help but notice that while we walked to his car, he kept looking at me and every time he would, his face would break out into a wide grin.

Romance as innocent and sweet as this is delightful. :)

I pray you want what i want, but i've also prayed for the strength to gracefully walk away in case you don't