We had our first text fight last night, and this morning I woke up still furious and heartbroken. With not getting enough sleep and being cranky, I didn't even bother with breakfast.
He texted me five minutes before I was supposed to be leaving for work, saying "I got you breakfast. I'm leaving it on your porch now, just in case you're not ready to see me. I love you."
And I've never been so happy in my life.
WE BOTH HAVE A CRUSH ON EACH OTHER AND WE KNOW IT
yet we don't do anything about it.
why aRE WE SO STUPID
The guy that I liked and who rejected me three years ago (called me ugly behind my back and critiqued all of my flaws) asked me out.
He said that I had changed and that I had become beautiful.
He was right, I had become more beautiful because I had learned to love myself.
His harsh words helped me grow, helped me accept my flaws and LOVE them because they make me, me!
And let me tell you that words cannot describe the satisfaction I felt when I told him to fuck off.
So this letter is written for me, because I AM my own crush.
i feel so frustrated. my liking you is such a heavy burden on my shoulders. i feel like im screaming your name at the top of my lungs and you can't hear me.
You want to be with me.
You. Want to be with me.
I gotta say, I like that idea. Things are tough for both of us right now so it's a little scary, I'll admit.
But I feel like as long as we have each other's backs, we'll make it.
This is crazy.
I encourage everyone who has a super friendly super nice crush to just tell them. It'll feel like ur heart has lost a few pounds.